• DankZedong @lemmygrad.ml
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    6 months ago

    I’m having my first week off of work since July and I feel like it was much needed. I’ll be making plans for my upcoming move and I will travel with my friend’s van for a few days. This weekend I spent visiting my gf’s dying grandfather in the heart of the Dutch Bible Belt. The contrast with my daily life was interesting to say they least. Yesterday I had an Easter brunch with friends and we visited a gay couple’s city garden next to a church where they planted a lot of different herbs with which they served tea. It was a lovely place.

    Anyway, I feel more alive now. I hope you all have a nice week.

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      6 months ago

      This is actually so…I don’t have the words for it. Feeling a pit in my stomach. The combination of the picture and the “temporarily closed” when they know full well what’s going on just makes me want to cry.

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    6 months ago

    Fuck Albert Camus, one of the worst modern French philosophers. Literally, it is the definition of first-world problems in philosophy

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    6 months ago

    3 months deep into unemployment, I feel like I’m going crazy, stuck in the house, no cash, lots of noodles and ham sandwiches. I think I’ve eaten more ham sandwiches in the last month than I have my entire life.

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        I start a new job within the next three weeks of just getting trained up and getting licensed. My concern went from, I’m not going to be able to pay my rent, to this job is going to make me more money than I’ve ever made in my life and potentially break the cycle of poverty before me, going back as far as my family can remember. I’m kind of weighing that. It’s not like a DOD thing, I’m not contributing to that, but, you know.

        There’s that idea of, am I a class traitor for making this money or trying to make this money? Which is not the goal, you know, of course. Like, I sell t-shirts online with art on them and stuff, but I wouldn’t consider myself petite bourgeoisie because I don’t own the means to produce those shirts. I mean, I make like 200 bucks a month just to help cover rent, you know. Hell I try to give away profits when I can, friends need healthcare. So, it’s just… Trying not to moralize my place as an individual within the system, I mean, I got out of tech because basically every tech company is complicit with this genocide, and even the ones that are removed Not like I worked for Raytheon or something, but still. So, just trying to not betray my own principles while paying my rent, you know.

        I know communism isn’t a cult of poverty but being from.that background, and then becoming a Marxist, it can feel like it on a personal level.

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    Ever since I started commenting on Instagram posts made by a far right wannabe militia they started to seem less confident of their case. Sometimes my comments get deleted, sometimes people I reply to even delete their comment altogether. I think it goes to show that they are just cowards who can bend easily when shown a bit of competition.

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      Check your stories, and see who’s viewing them. I’ve done this type of thing before, and you’ll notice that you’ll have a lot of people who you don’t follow start watching your stories.

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        I do this with my personal account which is set to private, so nobody except my followers can see my stories. I do get lots of follow requests, though.

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    6 months ago

    What’s a good follow up to Settlers? Incredibly blackpilling book, surely, but surely there’s a follow up discussing things that can be done.

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    I’m going to meet Vijay Prashad next week so like

    um

    do y’all have any questions I should ask him? I can try to get some in if he’s available toward it.