Feel free to let it all out!
I was hosptitalized for severe suicidal thoughts late December due to my ex partner making me relive some childhood trauma. Now they rejected me again for new years celebration. At least with the year starting at its absolut worst, it can only get better right?
It’s going well! I am gonna do a fun new years party with all my friends I’m out with, and I’m super excited. Feeling pretty good about where life is right now, and I have a good feeling about my continuing transition over the year to come. Hope your New Year’s is great, as well!
Here are your rainbows mam and a complimentary heart
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I made the mistake of visiting the transfem fashion subreddit, and saw page after page super cute girls in pretty dresses, with flat tummies, and perfect makeup, and no awful body hair like mine. So I’m kinda struggling today.
Ugh. Been there, had to unsub from transtimelines and other subreddits (before I stopped using reddit) for this exact reason. I hope the rest of your day is much better :(
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So let me add that I’m chilling in bed and had to sacrifice a party for my rest, after finally having moved. Due to my situation I was forced to live in my office for a couple of months. Someone saved me and now I’ve taken over her apartment. Had to plan and execute the move within a week, and during vacation time. But everyone wanted to help, and so it was the easiest move I ever did. Now I’m enjoying laying in my new bed and dreaming again.
It’s going ok. I keep talking myself into stalling next steps in my transition, specifically surgeries. Since I’m looking for another job, why bother even getting the process started right? Except I’ve been looking for another job in my field for the last year lol.
Otherwise ok. I’m excited to someday hopefully get eh surgeries I want to make me feel complete.
Happy new year! <3
Oh them processes. If only it were a button press away.
It’s the new year here and I was celebrating it with my friends so it was a good night. 😊
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AAAAAAAAAAH
Damn mirror is faulty, still shows a beard every morning. Gotta put a complaint in, this is not the replacement I ordered.
That being said though, I’m feeling pretty good. I came out to most of my family and close friends, and so far they’ve all been supportive, which is the absolute best thing I’ve ever ended a year on.
Nonetheless, this next year is pretty daunting already, with all I want to do with it. But that’s a problem for tomorrow :D
Have you picked a new name yet, or how’s that going, or is it gonna be miss Brainfart? 🌈 🌈 🌈 🌈 🌈 🌈 🌈
Brainfart is certainly what describes me as a person best
Well I just got some new nail polish and painted my nails with trans pride colors and that was fun. I also tried some ghost pepper hot sauce today and that was less fun.
