I never go outside, I have no friends or girl. So during the day I said to myself “right, it’s Saturday, go outside, get a beer for the street kiosque later at night, go out for once”.
It’s 22:40 and I’m watching my phone on my bed. I’m not going out. I played some Xbox and now I don’t feel like going… I just don’t see the point, it’s hot outside and didn’t wanted to drink really. Also I don’t like bars anyways. I’ll watch some milf porn or something, then some YouTube and go to sleep at 2. I’m not made for this world.
It sounds dumb, but everything seems different since covid. All of my groceries are pickup curbside and we don’t go out nearly as much. It’s mostly work and home. I just made plans to go to dinner tonight and have friends over tomorrow and I’m already feeling like it’s too much and i want to cancel both.